Monday, March 22, 2010

a lovers plea to self.

a heart cant beat as fast paced the way your feet hit pavement when i think i need you.
am i imagining again?

am i imagining my insecurites playing relay races to the end of time and not congradulating us for making it to the finish line; you wouldnt be able to keep up.

my faults are to much to bare and you kiss em and smile and say never never never
would we let this go
let the best of us become the worst of us
even though we argue every night, the inside me and the outside me conflict everytime it comes to you..

dont let him break the gates and barb wire the fences let him get prickled everytime he trys to reach for our heart everytime he trys to climb to a better spot and stretches close to touch release the guard doggs

dont let his kisses on the left side of our chest mean anything, dont let the caressing and undressing and sexing and words promises and teddy bears sneakers clothes and movies break into our establishment we've finally made whole.

dont be a sucker..

Please don't be a sucker...to another hard headed sweet tasting bad for your health

just dont...i'm begging you self.

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