"Why are you even with me?"-currently thinking
love is never set in stone
but my stone studded heart is set on him.
the pain and joy of a relationship is all to familiar to me, so why risk a crumbled heart?
its the fact that he even WANTS my teeny crumbling heart...
the fact that his is still huge and thumping with life worries me to death..selfish it is
but such a big young heart ready to keep steady with a feeble one?
is it possible he could have so much love to give & its not exactly my turn yet?
20 years old and has never been in love...where as im only 18 and i've been through 3 heartbreaks?
do i love to much? is it really love that im feeling or am i mistaking this for something else?
this cant be something else because everything else was different although similar..but i honestly do love him with all my heart and its so different from a love i ever felt so why even feel hurt?
i'm losing my mind without him
going crazy with him
the balance is rare...but when it is
i'm in Heaven. :(
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