It's official; i really don't care much about my life. i'm letting everything go the way it goes. i felt like a big part of me died today... i guess i'm crazy according to my mother...not normal she said. well maybe i'm not, it wasnt my fault i was born this way. but i dont wanna dig deeper than what it is already.
& to be honest.. i really miss him.
(Neyo-Part of the List) has been on repeat for the past day. feels weird not being held or receiving kisses and jonesin on the phone.. feel like i just quit smoking cold turkey. (well i'd imagine this is how it feels.)
but i seriously feel i have no heart left... if i do it's lost somewhere or its hiding.
i think i'm done venting for now...might be back later.
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